...Girl in a Coma...

:: Wednesday, October 30, 2002 ::

You're Neutral! You like to get dressed in your own way, You don't have a defined style, for that reason, you combine your own things and always faces everything to your way What's your Own Fashion Style?

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we are gonna rock this town, rock it inside out!

random parts of songs.... sorry
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is there anyone who has ever lived a painless life, well show me so
why do we pitty the dead?

right now the world just seem to big
sit out...remind me how this is the same old story of growing up and getting lost

I am going to make a seen, nobody else here, nobody like me

random lyrics from punk songs... except the last one...
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Which Magical Order Are You In?
brought to you by Quizilla

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dude
I just remmeber that I have Penny's note book, damit...


nat, first, hotmail got rid of all my email, so right now, I don't have any,
and it isn't letting me go into it. I am still feeling weired out from
yesterday. and I know that you do, I just am still weirded out. Well right
now, but I am...well I am just really in need of physical contact wit my
friends, not internet contact. As self transendent beings in the world, who
are free and responsible,as are you all, this being needs to be in her
world, and right now you are just not really part of it. I am unsure, but I
have to tell you, that I really don't think that I really... but... but I
think that I just need to tell you straight, as I told my dad, I really
don't want to talk to you right now. alot of thing have been going on and
well... I just can't say this with out sounding like a horrible person.
please don't hate me, but a lot of things have happen over the past month,
and it all has accumulated in my and now I just have to deal with it, and I
need to talk to someone, face to face. That is just what I feel that I need
right now... face to face contact. you are still a dear friend, but as a
dear friend, I need to you to know that just really don't feel that talking
to you would be a good thing. I would have out this all in an email, but
truthfully, I lost your email, and well it isn't on my aol account.

um.. well.. I have to go...

bye bye

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I don't know about you, but I am feeling guilty as hell.
all those 'if only's' are still running though my head, even though I wasn't thinking of them, when I got on mu bus, I had to keep reading the crime stoppers add or they would start to creep up on me. but of my god, I just can't stop feeling guilty, like.. never mind, just more what if's and if only's

alrighty then, for the rest of you who don't know what happened, besides Penny, Amanda, Tasha, Arin, and I, Penny's car hit another one. *car crash* <- (shudders)
well, we were all laughing becasue me and arin ate a vomit flavored jelly bean, and well, I guess the red light was never noticed, we hit the lady's bumper, and Penny's left light was smashed, (glass only). We the lady had a cheep car, a Echo, andt he bumper is all one piece, and well, it was cracked, and there was a bit of glass in it, that is what is going to cost lots.
oh god, I feel horrid. I feel so bad, I am so sorry Penny, all of use really shouldn't have been laughing that loud. gad this was such a good day, and then, as Amanda put it, it was that time, same weather, and a red hot chilli peppers song had played. (only for those who were there) *falls over* ack! well, I don't know about the rest of you, but I am so shelling out money to help pay for it. as to how much, well, I just hope that insurence covers most of it...
I don't think that I am going to be getting my drivers permit anytime soon.

gad I have to go... stupid food. and everyone gets payed back on monday.

I am so sorry, Penny. I feel so gulity.
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hum I wonder who this person is? oh well! :)


Which Dead or Alive™ girl are you? Test by Ari.
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Take the Rurouni Kenshin Quiz by xceres.
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I am listening to Fukai Mori... and I love it!! I need to get a jod so I will be able to buy lots of stuff... hehe, or I do have a birthday comming but... ;) (in feb, but close enough, really...)

oh, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAT!, so what do you want for your birthday?? I can got just about anywhere. hehe ;-)
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What Marauder are you?

Created by legomyelfboy with help from goleafsgo
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You have a gun, and you know how to use it. You're not one to let anyone boss you around; truth to tell, you'd like it better if you did the bossing. You're the foreigner with the bad-ass attitude, and while you might border along the odd side, everyone thinks you're cool. Which Gravitation Character Are You?

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Which Element Represents You?
created by kefkafanatic @ mental insanity

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The Colour Blue
by Jupe


Forever associated with sea and sky, blue is the favorite color for a majority of the population, 35 percent in the U.S. Blue emerges as tender, soothing, cool, passive, secure and comfortable - which inspires calm, confidence and harmony, a sense of control and responsibility.

Most people respond to blue as credible, authoritative, basic, classic, conservative, strong, dependable, traditional, confident and professional. However, the electric blues share the same characteristics with a spark of excitement.

positive: tends to be the most preferred color universally; cool and confident (or wishing to be), trustworthy, reliable, sensitive, harmonious, serene, patient, perseverance, tranquil, peaceful.

negative: sad, melancholy; too much blue could possibly emphasize psychotic tendencies.

Male and Female. The color of emotion calming, tranquility, communication mental, written and oral skills, sleep peace, loyalty, good will, purifying and protection, hope, sincerity. The color of the Poet or Bard. Children, mature love and commitment. Truth, and patience. The Sky, sleep, twilight change, new interests, guidance, and freedom

The Personality of a BLUE PERSON is one that speaks of sensitivity and introspection. A color of communication this person is that of a poet, an artist. Has a leaning towards being in love with the "idea" of family and home. Loyal, conscientious and can keep a secret very well. Observant and at times can be a bit too analytical. When feeling insecure, may have a tendency to over- criticize. Stable and responsible. Also may be a little more psychic than he/she believes themselves to be.
...artical from here

I like this... I just laughted so hard the first time I read it, cause I was wearing all blue...
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Shiyuu Kusanagi You're probably one of the nicest people around, treating everyone around you with equal displays of respect. You even respect the trees, and you can hear them speaking to you. When you make friends with someone, you protect them as best you can. You're a truly good person. Take the "Which Dragon Of Earth Are You!" test! by Maduin & Kira

how needs to be gender specif.?? that is dum well some times...



Which X/1999 characters are you?

Quiz made by Chesa

You're Ken.

You're just the cute blushing and innocent average boy next-door. Despite owning a pair of razor sharp Wolverine-like claws you seem to feel guilty over what you do at your job (ya know, that...night job you're trying to convince yourself you *need* to be at) due to your extremely pure conscience! When you're not working in the shop, or running night-time errands you're most likely outside playing soccer, or teaching little kids to play... or even helping out a nun!

Which member of Weiß are *you*? Take the quiz!

that is all... I have dundundun... homework.. aeiiiiii!!!!!!!
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which musicgenre fits to you?

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which song describes you the best?

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Tell me, is it bad to, after reading a friends online blog/livejournal/deadjournal/diary-X to have a over whelming urge to kick them in the head?

well that is why I really try to refrain from reading others, even amatsu's and arin's I really just skim, and I only "read" if I already know what they are going to say (different points of view of the same situation, you know?) well yeah, but I still don't think that it is a good urge. I read esties sometime, if something in the flobble catches my eye and I want to know what they are talking about. I much rather just talk to the person, not have to hear it through a computer voice that really shows no real emotion. No mater how much emotion you put into the reading, there still isn't any for the reader. They have to make it up for themselves, and that can not only mess up the message, it can make the reader extreamly mad, or pissed at the writer. I really just can't write about things that are really running through my head, the dreams that I have had, because I am not telling you the way that it should be head. to write somethings down is to down play there importance. Is it not true that the best stories and tales are passed down through oral tradition, and the most reliable witnesess are one who have read about it, but acutaly head or saw it?

well that is my argument about blogs and the such. I know that I have one, but if you were to read it all, there is almost nothing that I have written here that I would call extremely important, or that I have not already talked about with others. I don't like to put personal thoughts, because, if I wanted you know, they wouldn't be personal thoughts now would they? In an all inclusive statement, I am being superficial here, damit!
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ah shit, I feel sad.. I totaly missed adult swin.. well all the ones I wanted to see... I can't help it.. I have to watch the end of Cowby Bebop every time it plays... it is my obsesstion... I love it!! I also wanted to watch Inuasha... :( sad...

oy.. yesterday the news was grim... and it is today.. gad.. I know that we are going die, but I wish that it wasn't going to be so.. well so.. I don't know...

Life is funky that way
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yo.. yesterday was life walk.. it was fun.. it was our last one!! the very last one... no more :(

well i took a total of 3 rolls of film, one of all freshmen, all taken within the first 8 mins of the walk.. (for yearbook) another roll of just random people and a lot of poses from my friends. and the third roll is of the band and people singing. (OMG IT WAS HORRID!) it was horrid, very very much, we had one really good singer, and well.. then there was THEM. Both Sisters and Mrs Jones (choir teacher) and all the teachers were all shaking there heads and pluging there ears. It was horrid that was all I could say. and I was on my feet all day. WEll. and I went to the movies with Penny, Manda, and Arin. Penny drove... (my mother had a heart attack, it was really funny) it was a funny movie, "The Tuxedo" I realized that i seem to be the only one who has no musical talent. well I can sing, and I use to be able to play the Uke and Recorder... but that is about it. It was fun, but I had to stand almost the whole way. but yeah, that was my day


Edger Suit... muahahahaaa... way to funny (Men In Black)
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as I look around me, the house seems so concrete
it is hard to think that the winds coming will tear it from my feet
this plaster and wood, and I think if I could,
I would do the winds deeds thy self

the wind scatters my things, and I hold on so tight
but my mind wanders from the coming storm, to the coming blight
the horror and memories scattered around
all will be shattered by that one, piercing sound

A whoosh and a crack, and it is all complete
my soul has been ripped from it's seat
and is swirled and twisted till it finally landed
and it settled among debris and is stranded

My house seemed so concrete
it was solid below my feet
but now there is water where it should not be
and I am drowning without the sea.

dedicated to those who are going to be hit by Lili tonight
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WARNING: THE FOLLOWING PASSAGE CONTAINS MUCH SWEARING you have been warned


Well today was a fucken stupid day. It only got worst as I was trying to place someone pictures and they were fucken idots and tried to have Hor. pictures go in Vert. boxes, and they were shity pictures to begin with. Well it was all fucken fine till I got on the freakin bus. There was this crazy bitch on the bus, talking to her self when I got on and then decided fucken to talk about me! all the bitch kept saying was how all christen are h going to hell, and then she starts on how all the white people are all turist and that they all look sot clean but they are still dirty. AND THEN she starts on how "This girl here thinks she knows everything about God, she thinking "I know everything about God well she and those other haole people are all going to burn in hell. It is all the haole's people's fault that the world is mested up, and how, all the ones who aren't dead yet are all going to mess it up and that is why she hates them, and how they know about the flag, it isn't there flag, they have no flag..." finaly that no good mother fucking bitch got off the bus. I swear if I wasn't in my uniform I was going to turn around the bitch-slap that mother fucker. and of course I was sitting a seat away from her. the mother fucker when on more... but I really do not want to put such races shit on this site. And you know what else, the fucker was staring at me when she was saying all this, no mistake who she was talking about, now is there. I so had to fight the urge to start screaming at her. NONE of you have ever seen me that mad, and pray that you never will. this is a GREALY toned down version of what was going through my head on the the bus so feel lucky.

MOTHER FUCKING RASIST BITCH CAN BURN IN HELL FOR ALL I CARE!
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